Skip to main content

^padatmemadat taksame padanmemadan^


Assalamualaikum..


okeh.kawan2...
kali ni teringat tentang berkenaan pilihan
hearthy.


masa zaman sekolah dedulu..
kawan pempuan selalu tanya..
ko nak boipren yg cmne.

jap.nk ketawa kejap.haha. *naive+nerd+girlish memory

Nyata.Zaman teknik aku mg agak colouring than sekolah sebelumnya.



dengan doomate yg pelbagai kos dan background.
soalan ini ditanya oleh D (maaf.bukan nama sebenar), dia  PRS(mase tu ade pembimbing rakan sebaye bukan perosak rakan sebaya) doom kitorg.


pernah juga lelaki tanya aku, about this charming stuff at my own perception..


well, with no burden..i dont even mind this kiddo charm queries..
then, time is left me behind..



beberapa minggu yg berlalu, 
this question is comeback into my mind.
yep.

*setelah umur ini menjadi serius.

~NO IS NO~<not me and not we>




then, i ask my bff(i got many, but decide to ask die ni la) how to establish a specific interest in man-women relation.mksd aku...senang ckp cmne kte nk tau kite suke org yg mcmane...

~hanya semalu mampu aku~

he queries "ada minat sesiapa?"
aku : hm..,da lupe..
he replied me "1st.ak rase ko kne compare n nilai semua lelaki yg kau penah kawan.apa yg ko suka pada dia. kwn laki xsmstinya ex(Exwayzack) ko.Mksd ak lelaki yg ko knl termasuk ak"


*desis angin : woww..ini terbaik.!

~cantik itu abstak~

bila cerita tentang lelaki.mesti org akn mula dgn apa.kenapa.siapa.bagaimana dan bila. ala..macam 1H5W  tu.. (concept of how.what.where.when.who.why..)

ak sengaje xnk tnye bff girl.well.. try to avoid another girls personal interest la kan.lgpon, girls got potential to early jump into conclusion on my why questioning this rather than kupas methodologi apply satu per satu. i dont say boyz doesnot do that.but this issue is relevent among the boyishself oriented maybe.

ok.berbalik kpd collect data, evaluate and analyses... aku tersedar sesuatu.

haishh.

benar.itulah sebenar2nya.


aku kan jenis yg menghargai semua org.
so, buat ape la ak nk hargakan setiap org.

after i did this..baru la tersedar..istigfar banyak2
*haip2.kpd stalker dun klik to enlarge them

seandai mampu kumiliki seluruh tujuh sahabat ini.
kita milik Allah.dan Allah milik kita
dan begitulah aku.
 yang mana
aku 
hanya 
aku.


semoga bermanfaat.


Wassalam

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

i dun think u need to know

Assalammualaikum... 19 - 20th of Jan 2013.. i drove all the way with accidentally acces the LEKAS highway to pick up my mom  (in hometown) after took ain and akmal around KL. We are heading to Kulai for my ex-romate wedding. It is her Nikah day.In between asr and magrib pray, she is officially been taken by our another fren  (yaa..we know they both since diploma) The groom and bride read their lafaz sakinah without any microphone or any other technical support like video recorder or P.A system support except a writen document for it. In another side of her home, we position as her besties felt such a feminine feeling inside our heart. Although, she is not physically make boundary to hang out along or calling update.. still dun know why we looks happier and secretly handle our tears from any leaking.may be just because most of us are the second in sibling and the eldest daughter in family then made us feel "undescribeable" for seeing the moment our besties hardly hold her ...

oh result...

hai... dis is my first time on sharing my result... yeahhhh... mungkin sebab nih yg terakhir... dan mungkin jua aku bersyukur berakhirnya for my degree life... wlau bgaimanapun perjalanan hidup aku masih jaoh......... ~wondering~ berkenaan komen saya??? Allah membalas apa yang setimpal dengan usaha kita... wlaupun kdg2 kita punya rasa keciwa... kita harus bersederhana... rezeki itu memang sudah tertulis.. *am my comment is too flat? entah la... kalau orang ajak ak bertukar2 maklumat tentang pointer.. i need to change that topic.. and wondering.... why should i keep it as a personal matters? *may be im too defensive from envy dan rasa tidak berpuas ati dengan nikmat yang diberi....patot tak aku bertindak begitu? hidup ni bagai perlumbaan... semua orang berlumba2 ke hadapan... dan dalam hal nih, aku pon x terkecuali... everybody do their best to keep ahead.... and so, life is going up and down... every body struggle to keep high.. who is too...

Sungguh aku rindu

Perjalanan 2017 Nyata melelahkan aku. Sakit jerih perit itu. Moga mendewasakan aku. Diam takdiam Bulan kedua 2018 sudah menyapa aku. Aku masih kaku. Tanpa yearly wishlist yang biasa aku lakukan. Dan tahukah kamu Kurang dari 100hari ramadhan kan tiba lagi. Sungguh.. Aku rindu aku yg dulu. Dan Rindu juga momen dulu..​ Walau Ramadhan dah hampir kembali.. Aku masih tepu tak tepu. #titipanperantaudiyongpengjerr#