Skip to main content

i need activity then i create one.

assalammualaikum.w.b.t

seriusli i need activity since this is my first year i graduate from any class.
well.
i such bussy lover.
i bet maybe im miss bee.

bee an insect.
or bee is only kindda flies that such.bussy.
bussy.
bussy.
personal
and personally
systematic.

ya.
home or office.
i really mean for the both place.

here in yongpeng,
i got to many workaholic teammate.
there is my family away.
gimme kidda homesick.
and they push me to find a love in here.go to him.approach.get married and built family...but i just dont accept rejection.i dont know what is approach.how was a love desrcibe you there best except a commitment.love the commitment and just dont know who like or admire me in here.i found im not adorable one too.i have too many weakest point.myskin is not flawless.im not too strong.would him love me the same of me.

while without their consent
im get into my cave. wherebout here..i just create my own activity
and fairy tales.
the fairy tales start with create a good memoriea among us.
i hope we meet the mission with flying colours.

this is a wishlist that i ever made..
i wish to done this before i being someone wife. because i love the activites so much.

as im not a good artist.
im also not good in paint.
but i wanna have a experience to be and live with it.
therefore i extend the painting from a smallest of A5(as same as photo size) into as bigger than A3 size.
i go to the online.
i observe..
and my routine
when i love something i dont buy it on that time.
normally i deny..deny ..deny.
then if i keep look on it.
and i cant stand without having it.
helpless.
means
i will go back.
and get it.

ya.its about time matters.
normally my consent is..
if im back
and it still there.
means its belong to me.
otherwise,
this is unaffortunate fate.
hahaha.

only for buying item
and make it to be my belonging.

by the way im not kidda love to write in english..
but i dont know why..
i have start with it so i need to finish with it i bet.

i love the session of painting.
its about patient and passion.
keep hold..
and never give up.

i love the colours as well as i love to see many colours in my life.

i love the object presenting the paint.
i love the story of "Up" movies,  the move show me..
age no a limit to chase whatevern u wanted and dream.

dream are never left us.
but we are the one who abandon it.

i love the house as well.
i feel my home my heaven.
i wanna bring it to highest heaven level.

the balloon such telling me there is many person are also have their own dream. therefore we need to go and motivate each other.

last but not least,
i tried hard to appreciate every single thing in my life.
i dont even know which time are good to be left all this his.
i hope im still giving my best
so i can enjoying the barakah as well as have my own legacy helps me much in barzakh,mahsyar and thereafter.

i love my family.
i pray they will pray for me.
i maybe not too good to be respect to.
i may not able to give all the things that they expect me to do.
i also imperfect shall be just a person to be refered too.
i love my friend.
they will always remember me.
gimme 3qul on my last caremony.
i appreciate every enemy and person i meet to..im really sorry because im too bad to be meet you.
i love you.
miss me now, otherwise u will missing me later.

your sincerely,
naina_annana

Comments

Post a Comment

(66;) : " singgah bersila, senyum terukir,
follow la kita, komen secangkir..."

(66D) : "berbalas komen berpimpin tangan,
mekasih lah sudi di sini kita berhubungan...;"

Popular posts from this blog

i dun think u need to know

Assalammualaikum... 19 - 20th of Jan 2013.. i drove all the way with accidentally acces the LEKAS highway to pick up my mom  (in hometown) after took ain and akmal around KL. We are heading to Kulai for my ex-romate wedding. It is her Nikah day.In between asr and magrib pray, she is officially been taken by our another fren  (yaa..we know they both since diploma) The groom and bride read their lafaz sakinah without any microphone or any other technical support like video recorder or P.A system support except a writen document for it. In another side of her home, we position as her besties felt such a feminine feeling inside our heart. Although, she is not physically make boundary to hang out along or calling update.. still dun know why we looks happier and secretly handle our tears from any leaking.may be just because most of us are the second in sibling and the eldest daughter in family then made us feel "undescribeable" for seeing the moment our besties hardly hold her ...
Post a Comment
Read more

oh result...

hai... dis is my first time on sharing my result... yeahhhh... mungkin sebab nih yg terakhir... dan mungkin jua aku bersyukur berakhirnya for my degree life... wlau bgaimanapun perjalanan hidup aku masih jaoh......... ~wondering~ berkenaan komen saya??? Allah membalas apa yang setimpal dengan usaha kita... wlaupun kdg2 kita punya rasa keciwa... kita harus bersederhana... rezeki itu memang sudah tertulis.. *am my comment is too flat? entah la... kalau orang ajak ak bertukar2 maklumat tentang pointer.. i need to change that topic.. and wondering.... why should i keep it as a personal matters? *may be im too defensive from envy dan rasa tidak berpuas ati dengan nikmat yang diberi....patot tak aku bertindak begitu? hidup ni bagai perlumbaan... semua orang berlumba2 ke hadapan... dan dalam hal nih, aku pon x terkecuali... everybody do their best to keep ahead.... and so, life is going up and down... every body struggle to keep high.. who is too...
Post a Comment
Read more

Sungguh aku rindu

Perjalanan 2017 Nyata melelahkan aku. Sakit jerih perit itu. Moga mendewasakan aku. Diam takdiam Bulan kedua 2018 sudah menyapa aku. Aku masih kaku. Tanpa yearly wishlist yang biasa aku lakukan. Dan tahukah kamu Kurang dari 100hari ramadhan kan tiba lagi. Sungguh.. Aku rindu aku yg dulu. Dan Rindu juga momen dulu..​ Walau Ramadhan dah hampir kembali.. Aku masih tepu tak tepu. #titipanperantaudiyongpengjerr#
Post a Comment
Read more