Monday, April 11, 2016

i need activity then i create one.

assalammualaikum.w.b.t

seriusli i need activity since this is my first year i graduate from any class.
well.
i such bussy lover.
i bet maybe im miss bee.

bee an insect.
or bee is only kindda flies that such.bussy.
bussy.
bussy.
personal
and personally
systematic.

ya.
home or office.
i really mean for the both place.

here in yongpeng,
i got to many workaholic teammate.
there is my family away.
gimme kidda homesick.
and they push me to find a love in here.go to him.approach.get married and built family...but i just dont accept rejection.i dont know what is approach.how was a love desrcibe you there best except a commitment.love the commitment and just dont know who like or admire me in here.i found im not adorable one too.i have too many weakest point.myskin is not flawless.im not too strong.would him love me the same of me.

while without their consent
im get into my cave. wherebout here..i just create my own activity
and fairy tales.
the fairy tales start with create a good memoriea among us.
i hope we meet the mission with flying colours.

this is a wishlist that i ever made..
i wish to done this before i being someone wife. because i love the activites so much.

as im not a good artist.
im also not good in paint.
but i wanna have a experience to be and live with it.
therefore i extend the painting from a smallest of A5(as same as photo size) into as bigger than A3 size.
i go to the online.
i observe..
and my routine
when i love something i dont buy it on that time.
normally i deny..deny ..deny.
then if i keep look on it.
and i cant stand without having it.
helpless.
means
i will go back.
and get it.

ya.its about time matters.
normally my consent is..
if im back
and it still there.
means its belong to me.
otherwise,
this is unaffortunate fate.
hahaha.

only for buying item
and make it to be my belonging.

by the way im not kidda love to write in english..
but i dont know why..
i have start with it so i need to finish with it i bet.

i love the session of painting.
its about patient and passion.
keep hold..
and never give up.

i love the colours as well as i love to see many colours in my life.

i love the object presenting the paint.
i love the story of "Up" movies,  the move show me..
age no a limit to chase whatevern u wanted and dream.

dream are never left us.
but we are the one who abandon it.

i love the house as well.
i feel my home my heaven.
i wanna bring it to highest heaven level.

the balloon such telling me there is many person are also have their own dream. therefore we need to go and motivate each other.

last but not least,
i tried hard to appreciate every single thing in my life.
i dont even know which time are good to be left all this his.
i hope im still giving my best
so i can enjoying the barakah as well as have my own legacy helps me much in barzakh,mahsyar and thereafter.

i love my family.
i pray they will pray for me.
i maybe not too good to be respect to.
i may not able to give all the things that they expect me to do.
i also imperfect shall be just a person to be refered too.
i love my friend.
they will always remember me.
gimme 3qul on my last caremony.
i appreciate every enemy and person i meet to..im really sorry because im too bad to be meet you.
i love you.
miss me now, otherwise u will missing me later.

your sincerely,
naina_annana

Friday, April 08, 2016

cinta bagaikan layang-layang

assalammualaikum w.b.t,

dah kenapa tajuk cenggitu.
sbb cite nye cenggini.
org tnya..
cane la klu aku kene tackle.

tackle ni ad beberapa tahap.
1. test market je
2. cinta si monyet
3. mg bersungguh2 nak ajak nikah.

namun ketahuilah wahai adik2 ku syg.
lelaki akan persistent flirt ke atas diri kerna ia mahu menghighlightkan dirinye sendiri.

walau bagaimana pon, jika anda tak tahan dengan flirting y tak abis ni.
anda boleh la ckp kt mamat tu.
"tak penat ke tackle, tp org jual mahal? asal tak meminang je.. sy trimenye"

haha.

ok. tp hakikatnya.
ad kawan ckp cinta bak layang2.
kita kna pegang talinya.
terasa jauh..
kite tarik kasik dekat.
be fleksibel pada nya.

hm.ntah papenye kawan.
prinsipnye sekarang..
da tanak buang masa.
declare2.
lagha dik.
lagha..
kite.becinte lepas nikah.
mase tu..

layan awak flirting dpt pahala.
tgk mata awk dpt pahala.
lg klu rindu senyum awk pon dpt pahala tak agk2.

dr dulu mg suke pratikan org yg cm ad minat kt diri ini.
perhatikan je.
tak buat pape.
sebab nak tahu..apa next dia akan buat.
leh doakan je...ya Allah.klu die mg utk aku..permudahkan lah.

k.sampai sini dulu..
selamat berrejab.
moga disampaikan hgga rmdhan.

btw,
nak tulis sal something else.
bg intro la dlu..

next entry eh.
rindu mnulis ek.

Monday, March 28, 2016

Alhamdulillah.syukur

Assalammualaikum w.b.t,

kehadapan penulisan ku yang selalu menunggu nunggu ke hadiranku,
saat kau masih menunggu aku menulis untukmu...aku lagi sibuk dengan kepelbagai aktiviti yang menghambat sekian waktu ku.
aku menjalani kerja yang membikin hari ku pendek.tiba2 saja sudah habis waktu kerjaku.maka di malamnya aku lagi sibuk di dapur... hinggakan aku berkeinginan memiliki apron untuk mengelakkan bajuku basah akibat tgn ku yang gemar bermain air.

aku juga ingin sekali menyatakan yang aku telah menerima undangan untuk bergraduasi.malah tarikh nya jatuh pada tanggal hari lahir bapaku.
jauh di sudut hati ini agak sedih kerna kedua-dua nenda tiada lagi. aku teringin menyarungi mereka dengan jubahku. malah aku lebih sedih kerna tidak berkesempatan menikah di saat mereka mahu aku menikah.yaa..boleh jadi si dia akab cucu menantu yg mungkin paling disayangi jika nenda masih ada lagi.

sungguh.aku rindu mereka.
alfatihah..

aku lagi teringat akan hajat makteh yang mahu aku..tidak menyelindung jika aku punya pilihan sendiri.

sesungguhnya aku malu.
aku seorang perempuan.
mana pernah heroin mengejar heronya.
aku bisa aja melihat dari ekor mata.
namun tiada upaya melihat jauh di anak matanya.
mana mungkin kita berjuang untuk sesuatu yg bukan halal pada kita.
dan tiada mungkin aku berlumba2
mendapatkan laki-laki sedangkan laki-laki itu jauh sekali sekali menginginkan aku.

lalu aku hindari seluruh rasa itu.
aku tinggalkan ia jauh.
di sudut terpencil.
agar tak lagi berhubung.
malah tidak tercuit rasa
lagi.

senyum.

aku menasihatkan si adik.
usah lah bercinta.
cinta sesudah menikah
selang beberapa hari
aku pula seakan berperang
melawan
kata sendiri.
ya.
sebenarnya setiap nasihat
bukan buat si pendengar sahaya.
malah kepada diri ini sendiri.

kini sudah hampir tamat mac.
rezekinya mahu bernikah di mac.
nampak terkubur.
mungkin perlu setting baru.

maka....sampai sini dahulu tulisan aku buat kamu dan kamu..
doakan kami..
agar ditetap dgn iman kami.
malah Allah menyatukan hati kami. seperti mana ia menggerakkan nadi. seakan itu ia menggerakkan kami agar menjadi.
moga segala yg halal menanti dan memberkati pilihan jalan kami.
amin.

sampai.sini dulu... jagalah hati baik2. Dan barangsiapa yang menyerahkan dirinya kepada Allah, sedang dia orang yang berbuat kebaikan, maka sesungguhnya ia telah berpegang kepada buhul tali yang kokoh. Dan hanya kepada Allah-lah kesudahan segala urusan. -luqman 31:22