Monday, September 26, 2011

.siang dan malam menjadi satu.

ini adalah intersesi untuk monmooday kali ini.




aku shuke lagu ini..
ia lagu kami!
dan sentiasa lagu kami!

Saturday, September 24, 2011

.terima kaseh.

hai semua..
topik menarik2 di hati ini..
berbunga2 ...

itu la 2 perkataan yang nampak mudah...
senang di lihat...
sukar diucap...
hanya mereka yang benar2 menghargai..
akan terus kekal berterima kaseh.

aku menonton kelantan vs johor fc.
dan keputusan perlawanan 1-1.
isshhh..geram tol..
tapi stil kredit to si kijang since stil boleh collect point.
dan...
kengantokkan..
aku pon ketiduran..
siapa tahu...
saya menerima satu panggilan..
*memang niat nk tido kejap.
halu.halu..buleh burak tak.
yep.menerima panggilan dari mamiet.
seseorg yang pernah menjadi sebahagian pengisian liku hidup ini..
kami bertukar2 cerita terkini walaupon aku xpernah menjangka yang dia akan
menaliphon ak..
haha..

akhirnya..aku menjadi sukar tidor..
dan untuk mendapatkan mode tdor balik..
..
aku pon....

.rase+berpikir macam nk buaat sesuatu jek.
<hem>nak taep-taknaktaep-nak-ke-taknak
mula2...igt nak msg jek..
msg dier..
tapi teringat akan celcom rm2 yg pree of charge tok call n sms..
<ring><ring><ring>
i called you.
i got you on the line.
i heard you voice.
i told my story.
i share my words.
asking for the future.
praying success each other
i wish.
there is always..
you in here<menuding di dada ini>

<yup.miss you like a crazy.>
<.a picture speaks louder than words.>
damn it..
i still loving you.
xoxo.
hope you have a good time with me.
thanks for spend your time for me on this dust.
you are always.
my dearest...
annie....
whom
will be somebody in
the other day.

"terima kaseh Allah.
kerna itu dan ini.
Hanya kau
maha mengetahui
hakikat segala"

okeh korang..smpai sini dlu.
terima kaseh kerna sudi menjenguk blogku.


Thursday, September 15, 2011

missing you & the quotes.


If you love someone more then anything, then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.


You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back.

The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them.
Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but some how feeling warm inside because you're close in heart.

I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true. No matter what happens... I will always love you.

I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it won't.

I want to be with you tonight, tomorrow, and today it can't happen now but it will someday.

Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore.
And if you were to say 'come with me', even now I might go.

I have waited for you for 2 years and I will wait for you for the rest of my life. Even if that means I have to give you up for the rest of my life, I will wait for you. I love you that much and nothing will ever change that.

Can miles truly separate you...? If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there?

You know you love someone when the mere thought of losing them brings you to tears.

I wish that I could hold you now... I wish that I could touch you now... I wish that I could talk to you... be with you somehow.

Distance between two hearts is not an obstacle... rather a beautiful reminder of just how strong true love can be.

A lot of people walk in and out of my life, but... you're one of the only ones I ever really wanted to stick around.

Just because I moved on doesn't mean I won't be here if you change your mind.
Maybe he's doing the same thing as me... maybe he wants so bad to call me, but just won't because I haven't called him... then again, maybe I shouldn't fill myself with false hope that he might just be missing me like I'm missing him.

You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself... everything is.

I sit here and wonder if you'll ever understand just how much of me belongs to you.
I don't miss you: I miss the person I thought you were.
I'd be happy to come back to you... except it was you that went away.

I think its time I let you go... and that is hard to do because part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life.
Good-bye's make you think. They make you realize what you've had and what you've lost, and what you've taken for granted.
Good-bye is only truly painful if you know you'll never say hello again.
Never long for anyone from the past. There is a reason why they never made it to your future.
Goodbyes always hurt whether it's the right thing to do or not.

We'll do what we gotta do, see what we gotta see, and if in the end we end up together, then we'll know it was meant to be.
Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you... and I wish on a star that somewhere you're thinking of me, too.
Even now after all this time, you called me and wanted me I'd say "yes! It's about time what took you so damn long!".
You do something to me that I can't explain, so would I be out of line if I said I miss you?
The few hours I spent with you are worth the thousand hours I spend without you.
This is out last goodbye... it's over, just hear this and then I'll go; you gave me more to live for then you'll ever know.
Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.
It's been quite awhile... I must say I miss our friendship. I miss you, but what I really miss the most is not just you or us but how it all was.
I miss the talks we used to have, I miss the voice I used to hear... I miss hearing your crazy but cool stories, and above all these... I just miss you!
I ofter catch myself constantly wondering how you are, sitting alone with my mind set so far, reminiscing about your smile, voice and touch, damn this life... I'm missing you too much!
I get this feelings we'll be together again. No straight lines make up my life, all roads have bends. No clear cut begging's and so far no dead ends.
Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have.
I called because I wanted you to know that despite everything that' happened and all the miles between us right now, I still think about the way it was in the beginning.
If some thing happens and you lose me, please don' think that' the end, come and find again.
I know you've been busy, I had things to do too. We haven't talked for some time, I wonder if everything's fine. I had other stuff on me mind, I'm sure you did too, but I just had to tell you this my friend... hey I miss you.
People that are meant to be together always find their way in the end.
We've gone our separate ways and I know it's for the best, but sometimes I wonder, will I ever have friends like you again?
I miss all the little things. Like him driving with his hand resting on my knee and the way wed share a big gooey ice cream. But I especially miss the hot nights in those motel rooms when he was all around me, the taste, and the scent and the feel of him. And Id fall asleep in his arms, with the sound of his heartbeat being the last thing I heard before going to sleep. I ache with longing.
I've been laying here all night, listening to the rain. Talking to my heart and trying to explain. Why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been. Yes I do think about you, every now and then.
In this weird twisted way, I know you miss me liking you, not because I want to believe it's true, but because you'll never find a girl that can put up with you like I did; you'll never find a girl who will care as much as I did, because no one will waste all there love on someone like you, like I did.
If you missed me then I'm sorry I didn't stay away longer, I like being missed.
Just the thought of being with you tomorrow is enough to get me through today.
The best feeling in the world is to be millions of miles away and still be able to picture his eyes.
Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people. But you never forget them. And sometimes, it's those memories that give us the strength to go on.
I tell you goodnight with tears in my eyes, I wish I was there curled up by your side, Time passes, But not fast enough, I try to be strong. But I'm not that tough, When I feel you embrace it will be all right, But my heart aches for you on this lonely night.
When I'm not there... do you think of me? When you're sad and something's bothering you... do you wish I were there to help comfort you? When you've had a long hard day... do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me, and everything will seem better, even if it's just for a moment? When you lay down at night... do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me? And when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together? because that's how I think of you...
I can still remember just the way you taste.
I want to be in your arms, where you hold me tight and never let me go.
Hug me when I'm there, miss me when I'm not, kiss me every day, and love me for all eternity.
If home is where the heart is, then wherever you are, that's my home.
I just want to hug you, but your are 480 some miles away, what I wouldn't do for a hug.
I wish that you were here or that I were there, or that we were together anywhere.
When you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers, remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked with yours forever.
Each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky and found it dark with no stars, it is all your fault. You made me miss you too much!
Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will.
I miss you most when I'm sad. I miss you when I'm lonely. But most of all, I miss you when I'm happy.
I am here and you are there - one of us is in the wrong place!
Sometimes I miss you so much, I just want to rip you out of my dreams and hug you!
Not being able to hold you has got to be the hardest thing I've ever had to do. But I get to look forward to the next time you are in my arms; your smile only inches away from mine getting closer and closer until at last... our smiles meet. Something that beautiful... that's what keeps me going.
I miss the way you used to hug me, I miss the way you used to kiss my lips, but most of all I miss the way you held me and my heart. I miss you...
What I have with him is worth it. It is worth every lonely night, every tear I cry from missing him, and the pain I feel from not having him close. It is worth it because he is my one and only. When I picture myself years from now, I see only him. No matter how painful distance can be, not having him in my life would be worse.
If my heart had wings I would fly to you and lie beside you as you dream. - Faith Hill

selam tak timbul-timbul..kehkehkeh

Janganlah hanya mengukir janji
Sedangkan dikau masih mencari
Adakah benar kata kata
Bukan ungkapan sementara

Kaulah pancaran yang daku rasa
Bagaikan obor yang menyinar
Jika terpadam tiba tiba
Sunyilah insan alam gelita

Jika kau selam hati ini
Pastinya engkau kan mengerti
Betapa sucinya cintaku
Jangan diragu

Jika kau rasa getarnya
Debaran kasih cinta yang meronta
Nilai kasihku padamu cukup berharga

Bukan simpati yang aku pinta
Kebenaranmu memutus kata
Agar dapatku abadikan
Untuk pedoman peniti cinta

Jika kau selam hati ini
Pastinya engkau kan mengerti
Betapa sucinya cintaku
Jangan diragu

Jika kau rasa getarnya
Debaran kasih cinta yang meronta
Nilai kasihku padamu
Cukup berharga
 
 
 
 
*berjiwangs-jiwangs lak...tengs to KA sbb bg ilham tok hupdate ape mlm nih..heee

Friday, September 09, 2011

here and there..

yup..here and there..
itulah kata2 yang paling sesuwai utk hupdate tg ari ini.
adek2 kat jenjarom *ala yg ade cite kem UPSR ri tuh la...huhuu...cer carik balik entry tuh..
di khabarkan lebih kurang 7 org berjaya mencapai 5as
while 4as : lebih kurang 20 org..

nih la kali pertame ak g skola tuh..
mula2 plan nk gerak kul 8.00...
oleh kerana ak nk ikt, telah ku bincangkn supaya di awalkan 7.30 mesti dah de kt S.A dan bergerak ke sane.
ak igtkn 2 kete jek..
upenye 3..athoi....ade 6 horg jek..last2 satu kete 2 org..hahaa..*mcm mbxir ke?
ape pon...
adek2 mesti 6A eh..

memang kerinduan kat adik2....hope diorg buleh perform lbey baek..
kata2 amanat ak, si racid smpaikan ke tak ek..
"kita xperlu lihat di mana kita sekarang, apa tempat kita bermula.tapi kita kena tentukan dimana kita berakhir"
semoga Allah tahu y lebih baik buat hambanya..

sedey gak...jumpe adek2 kejap je sebab akk sudah berkerjaya skrg...huhuhuuu

>begitulah di mudah kan untuk entry tentang kami di kala ini.

ade ceritera anime utk entry kali ini upenye yek..
..taklupa jua : tengs utk ari ini shayunk..

okeh..
hingga ketemu lagik di laen entry..hihikk
(~~D) Aku di sini,
                            Dia di sana (~~U)

Saturday, September 03, 2011

this things of raya oh raya..

heeee....
yup..sempena rayo nih la..
chek nak mintak maap la..kalo2 ado tersalah cakap ke..
terkutok..tercakap direct ke...tersound silly..
tertepok kuat..tergelak samaada sengaja atau tak sengaja...
mahap la eh..0-0...kire halalkan slame ni ade sume2 ngn lanje makan minum la skali tau..tau......

even sometimes it may too late for that sorry...
but we still need to mention it..

and we try to make it up again...

hehee...ckup smpai sini la tentnag sori ats segala kekurangan diri ni yg telah melengkapkan hari2 lalu..
hari nih...kurang dari 36 jam..
ak ade misi penting.
akak nughul kawin kat merlimau..
ceit.sakit gak ati malam semalam..
geng kelas wat KONVOI RAYA tanpa ak..
ak da la jrg on9..
gtau kat efbi jek..
ne cukup..
ttbe smlm dpt msg ckp wat konvoi..mg xdapek la..
da jnji ngn geng penyayang nk g uma along(pgglan ke atas akk nughul)........
lawaaa....
kaler terkois...
laok dier sedap..sayangnye..
xd bekal laok sbgai berkat...
huhuuu...
ttbe ak dapat kal..
geng kelas sudah OTW nk dtg uma..
ak pon tergesa2 la balik..
ajak la si camie n racid raye kt uma ni skali...
alang2 ak da numpang kete kan...
hihiii......

dannn.....
igtkan nk tggu dak kelas mai..
tp bakal perantin(pengantin) lak yang mai..hahaa..kawan abg lak dtg uma + nk menjempot..
camie balik je, xsmpai 10 min berlalu...geng kelas pon smpai......
dan setelah itu...
aku pon ngikut la mreke ini ke tanjung.myk...
umah dak ecot.
mula2 ak igt nk tmpg si buah.kerna menurut si molek keta saga miliknya suda la penoh..
gpon, kecian kat pure yg menumpang di ruangan kumbang itu..
akhirnya ak pon men drift la bersma pure.
*opss...drive jek..

sesampai di uma ecot..
igt nk g uma so lak...
so mane???
soley...soley.....so ley...ley...ley....
membe kelas gak...
bru donga jo da tau...mak ai mosti sodap an...
dier ckp da wat laksa n spegeti tok ktorg...
tapi bukan rezeki ak kot....
mungkin laen kali sebab mmbe bek nk dtg uma lak...
mak ak pon suh beli barang gak td ble da OTW balik..
di pendekkn ak pon balik...
seronok jmpe korg la weii...ginduuu....
kendian...ak sodar.......
hehee....
bila cakap mende yg best..
ak rase klakau bila...
ecot tego boye..mane awek dier..dlu penah bwk jln rye..
klakau bila dier ckp..ko xnmpk ak da gemok nih.dlu mase ak ensem dier nak la...skrg dah cr lain agknye..
tergelak den donga..
big thing what i jz got today..
we are getting bigger than b4..
yupp...da besa byk mende..
yang da keja..
yang tgh tggu smbg master..
yang sibuk nak abiskn stadi..
dan..
termasuk yg berbau2 nak bakal berrumah tgge....

adoi....
tak tahu la ak nak komen ape....sebab ak pon sedang menapak di dunia ini...
yang aku tahu...dan pasti buat kini juga selamanya hanya la.....


friendship is the best ever things..
even...



memang
dah mcm adek bradek...hope smpai bila da kawin pon
 ktorg tetap hepi cmnih....

*nota di tumit : nama seperti yang di tulih adalah bukan nama sebenar..(~~D)

Friday, September 02, 2011

raya.merdeka.dan.tanpa dia.

pejam.celik.
pejam.celik.
di pejam lagi.
dan
di celik lagi.
menanti.
akhirnya pergi.

yup.ia menjauh.dan berlalu pergi..

pasir yang sama.detik berganti terus hari pon berbeza..

berlalu jua ramadhan.
berlalu sudah setahun pemergian nya.
si dia.
terkenang dalam ingatan.
tersemat dalam nilai kejiwaan.
rindu.
sepi.
dasar dunia.
permainan jiwa.
korban mulanya mengusir masa.
akhirnya pasti kan
menekan matang biar cepat mendatang.
bisa dihargai namun xsama untuk diharga kan...

dititipkan kudus yassin buatnya.
di semaikan kuntum2 berwarna di pusara nya.
dan.

andai itu mampu kan ku pertahankan jua......

setahun berlalu jua...
masih..
rindu menginjak2 di lubuk hati.
rindu buat si dia.
di renung awan.
nampak wajahnya.
dalam rimbunan manusia.
terlintas pelanduk serupa ia.
jantung berderap laju.
ditahan deras si kolam mata.
rindu ku.buat dia.
terima kasih atas rindu di jiwa.
wujudnya rindu..nadi ku masih buntu walau bernyawa..
ukir nama mu nyata di minda.
walau pinjaman sementara.
namun hadir yang bermakna buat kita..

.maafkanla bila hati tak sempurna.
.mencintaiMu.
.dan detik.
.terus berlalu tanpa.
.kita.


wuwuwuu...
*bicara hati.isyarat jiwa.soal hati.bukan ukuran minda*