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raya.merdeka.dan.tanpa dia.

pejam.celik.
pejam.celik.
di pejam lagi.
dan
di celik lagi.
menanti.
akhirnya pergi.

yup.ia menjauh.dan berlalu pergi..

pasir yang sama.detik berganti terus hari pon berbeza..

berlalu jua ramadhan.
berlalu sudah setahun pemergian nya.
si dia.
terkenang dalam ingatan.
tersemat dalam nilai kejiwaan.
rindu.
sepi.
dasar dunia.
permainan jiwa.
korban mulanya mengusir masa.
akhirnya pasti kan
menekan matang biar cepat mendatang.
bisa dihargai namun xsama untuk diharga kan...

dititipkan kudus yassin buatnya.
di semaikan kuntum2 berwarna di pusara nya.
dan.

andai itu mampu kan ku pertahankan jua......

setahun berlalu jua...
masih..
rindu menginjak2 di lubuk hati.
rindu buat si dia.
di renung awan.
nampak wajahnya.
dalam rimbunan manusia.
terlintas pelanduk serupa ia.
jantung berderap laju.
ditahan deras si kolam mata.
rindu ku.buat dia.
terima kasih atas rindu di jiwa.
wujudnya rindu..nadi ku masih buntu walau bernyawa..
ukir nama mu nyata di minda.
walau pinjaman sementara.
namun hadir yang bermakna buat kita..

.maafkanla bila hati tak sempurna.
.mencintaiMu.
.dan detik.
.terus berlalu tanpa.
.kita.


wuwuwuu...
*bicara hati.isyarat jiwa.soal hati.bukan ukuran minda*



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