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kawin ke tanak kawin

kisah kawin ni memang tengah sinomim dengan aku.

Allah hu
Allah
Allah
Allah hu.
Allah.

terasa sendu gitu.
cerita tentang kawin ni menyentap kan aku.
tiada masa untuk dicuri
mencuri
mengayat
mahupun melarikan
hati seorang
bernama lelaki
ajnabi(asing)

*ajnabi je kite leh kawin*

kelmarin mak bagi tarikh baru.
ye.
mak aku cikgu.
so meaning cuti sekolah memang calender wajib kt kepala dia.
die mtk mei tahun depan majlis.
ak dgn penuh selamber menbalas kata omak ku
"laaa... org nk disember ni..xpon
januari tahun depan pon boleh gak... cepat sikit dr mei tu..."

hahaha.
jawapan yg nampak stabil.
sebenarnya belum.

risau aku.
dengan kerja.
dengan stress.
dengan lonely nye kt sini.
dengan macam2 wishlist yg aku sibuk nak buat.

dan termasuklah ketiadaan
kriteria spesifik untuk mtk carikkan.

Allah...
jodohkan aku dgn lelaki yg baik.

rabba na hablana min azwajina qurrata a'yun waja alna lilmutaqi na imama..

rabba atina fidduniya hasanah wafil akhirati hasanah wakina azabban nar.

moga kami sentiasa dipermudahkan dgn diberi hidayah..rahmat dan redha Allah bersama jodoh yg tersedia untuk kami.

amin.

*nota tumit : adik tnya..."ngah..nnti angah kawin..angah duk mane?"...aku jawab "taktau lg duk mne"...adik balas "nanti mesti org nangis..xd kawan"

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